September 2010
what the fuck is wrong with you, you can't just...
plans!
tomorrow: i’m getting my belly button pierced and going to the beach with bri
thursday: swim in rachel’s pool with bri
friday: sleepover with bri and kelsey…?
i’m in such a bad mood.
………..fuck.
hey, guess what? fuck you.
August 2010
ew i look extra asian in my new glasses :l...
dear kendra baltier
me and alex hamilton didn’t make volleyball either. wtf. and i wish i was still best friends with danny and chris…you’re lucky that you are.
dear kelsey beaton
(aka girl crush) love you too(;
Who cares about weight, i'm eating a whole pint of...
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1. care! Show me that you care…actions speak louder than words.
2. Be interested..start conversations with me and ask questions, it’s called being a part of my life.
3. have a sense of humor, life doesn’t always have to be serious
4. be able to make your emotions clear and be good at explaining yourself without coming across like a huge drama queen with too many feelings
5....
I want attention
that he just can’t give me.
Do you even care?
Guess not.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
1. I think about you every day. I think about your new life and group of friends…and it makes me want to cry. How was it so easy for them and so hard for me?
2. I have a huge fear of anything relating to death. I’m not scared about me dying, i’m scared about the people who i love around me dying.
3. You might think i’m stuck up or conceited..I’m really not....
Dear kelsey beaton-
i think i’m developing a slight girl crush on you.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten...
1. What happened? yeah, i went away for 7 weeks…and I was scared. I was so scared that I was going to come back and you were going to treat me like nothing. And that’s exactly what happened. What happened to all of those texts saying everything would be the same when I got home? And that you would never abandon me? I have them all written down and reading them at night just makes...
i don't know how
to deal with extreme disappointment.
